Fuck You Too!

I know I'm not supposed to wallow in my sorrows on this blog...but sometimes I'm not a very strong girl.

The best ambiguous analogy I can think of at this hour is I built this web I'm stuck to, and I hate spiders.

I wish it wasn't 1 am and i have to work in the morning, or I'd shred the drums while listening to Boris, or I'd ride my bike through quiet nieghborhoods and blow gum bubbles, or I'd go running and runnning farther and farther away. I got to sit here feeling crummy wishing someone was thinking of me in that way.

i'm glad i'm not drinking, i can pin point exact times when i would be, it's amusing but kind of sad, hopefully i'll have more perspective when i'm done with my dry spell.
waaaaaah waaaah.